T's Thoughts

So this is my first time having a blog here and I've contemplated writing down some of my thoughts in the dark corner thread but thought I would just have it in a nice spot where I could manage it easier.

Recently life has sucked, I've personally been ill for over a month with various things taking turns at making life hard, and as if all this illness wasn't bad enough a family member passed away and another one had a stroke and isn't doing the best and in general it's left me quite depressed. I don't want to be depressed, I've been there before, for almost 12 years I was depressed I only considered myself truly "Happy" if you will 9 months ago and I can feel myself slipping back, Theres nothing I can do about it, every day I can feel myself hiding from it not wanting to accept it or try and beat it, and it feels terrible.

So if life could just fuck off a let me take a breather, that would be splendid.

On a higher, lighter note my sister got engaged the other day and I did a thing at 3am. The thing is in the spoiler, and yes I'm playing destiny, the taken king is pretty fun.