Being stubborn is a bad side of my character, but also one of my strong points, at times. My skills at modding suck, really, for a number of reasons. For starters, I wish I had more time to devote to this hobby, but work and real life situations take precedence. Second, I took contact with the Oblivion modding community when the game had already become a classic, having lived in a vanilla world for too long. Finding the Nexus site was for me a wonderful discovery, I could have never imagined that so many enthusiasts were working like a huge global team to make a beautiful game even more beautifuI and enjoyable. I started downloading mods greedily, and in time my curiosity and admiration for their authors began to grow. I started thinking how great would have been adapting the game even more to meet my likings. Besides, the various aspects of modding (design, programming... sheer fun) were already among my consolidated interests.

Sadly, another reason why I can't (and probably will never be) good a this, is that I can't get myself to specialize on a single area of modding. I like very much pushing vertices in Blender, I find it relaxing and fun. At the same time I look at the countless opportunities offered by the Contruction Set and by tools like OBSE, OBGE, Blockhead. I long for the day I will be able to create some big project with them, something I could look upon and smile. For now, I feel like a boy at his first day of school: there's so much to learn, and so little time. I'd like to learn how to make good textures, normal and glow maps too, and using all the features Nifskope has to offer. And why not, to be able to create my own animations. Then, all of sudden, I wake up from this daydream and return to the barren reality.

Finding Loverslab was my latest treat. I like it here, its full of nice, open-minded, somewhat crazy people. Feels like home, unlike the Nexus where the discipline is sometimes exagerated (though admittedly necessary), and not all the opinions are equally accepted and meet the same favor. Man, the other day I read a comment from a Nexus user that reminded me of Torquemada. Made me feel guilty for the occasional fapping which I'm inducted to by Speedbuster's works.

Fortunately, not all people there think the same way.

Sorry, I digress. This entry of my neglected blog is dedicated to an announcement. I'm very close to finish my first homework, an adaptation of the LoversMB2 plugin that will allow female player characters to grow a penis and masturbate like dudes. Since the futa option was already present in LAPF, I felt that the MB2 plugin had a gap in it. While female NPCs had support for male animations, I found it rather strange that no one had though of making it possible also for the player.

You may ask: why in the world you got yourself into this?

Well, I am a hungry reader and a real fan of futanari mangas, of corse. Having my character Cornelia scouring Tamriel wielding a bulging cock, and pointing it at her enemies, is certainly a turn on for me, but more than everything is fun!

I couldn't terminate this entry without giving credits to people who really deserve it.

Of corse this wouldn't have been possible without the great help I received from movomo and varenne, Loverslab users that I consider as friends by now. A huge thanks to both of them. And thanks to gregathit for translating and making available LAPF and many other great mods for the community.

May you walk on warm sands!