Ailsa

          

Dovakeks - Have you tried to get professional help?  I really recommend it, getting some answers really helped me.

I admire all who speak openly about depression and I say with all my heart - please get professional help, the right anti-depressants can really make life liveable, and it is so worth the effort.  You are all in my thoughts and wishes.

*hugs*     I do hope that you find good professional help soon.  It does help when you finally realise that you are not alone in this battle, that there are so many of us who struggle to get out of bed too.  I am delighted that you have found a friend you can talk too.  You are in my thoughts and wishes every day.

If you want a follower who can sneak I have found that Inigo works quite well, especially after I have put a "muffle" enchantment on his boots at least 

About the C++ error mentioned above - I had it a lot for a while, then my graphics card died.  Since it has been replaced with a better one the C++ errors have stopped completely.  This makes me wonder if some graphic cards can't keep up with the animations.

Congratulations on getting up, congratulations on the jobs and the working out.  Those are huge steps and I am proud to have met you here.     I am allergic to medication and it has taken me nearly 8 years to get to a state of mind that I can post on forums at all.  You are a good person and you can make it.  *offers hugs*