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I enjoy using FCO but I am only given the default New Vegas Hair list. How do you obtain more hairstyles for FCO? Edit: Derp... I asked this very same question back when I was heavy into the game. I should really check do more research... My apologies.  

I would exercise Wisdom but my motivation is now non existent. It has been almost 2 weeks since I verbally spoke to someone and I now sleep upwards to 17 hours a day. When I do get up I feel just as tired as I did when I went to bed. I barely eat anymore and I used to game as a form of release but now I don't even want to do that. I may have reached my breaking point. Now I am just trying to figure out how to manage it like I do with most things in my life right now.  

I don't live in the United Kingdom. I live in Canada. It's come to a point now where I don't want help. I am so angry at everything I just want to be alone so I cannot harm anyone. It's been 10 days since I have said a word to anyone verbally. After being angry for so long my physical/mental appearances are starting to take notice. I am always tense, small or unexpected noises cause me to jump up and ready to react violently. My head is throbbing but not painfully mixed with this a sense of focused daze. (If that means anything) I don't look around anymore I only look forward or my eyes to the ground. I went for a walk yesterday and judging by my body language I must of been scaring people (Walked through a large crowd of people and they all moved away from me) I even had a police officer follow (Stalk) me until I went home. Any time someone said something to me I ignored it.   I have no intentions of hurting anyone. I am the kind of person who would give the shirt off his back to help a complete stranger. I feel I am losing my sense of self but still conscious enough to hold onto my values (Once again if that makes any sense) I still am aware or everything around me but I feel more tunnel vision towards things. (Ignore everything around me and focus only on what is in front)   I am not making plans for things. I just do things and the things I do are very short sighted or no longer require much thought. A part of me wants to go exercise (Brain storming ideas to improve my physical form but lack motivation to do it) and for all the wrong reasons. I am not a violent person. I am very passive and gentle giving my larger size.   This is going to sound strange but being a 27 year old adult male I just want to throw away the person I am now and start over. I feel this constant anger and all the events of the last 2 years is molding me into something new. Something aggressive, reckless, and silent. The Dark Side if you may. (Once again cheesy)

I feel this video could be the front line showcase to the world discriminating the gamer society. We are not going away. We are growing and we are taking over the world. One game release at a time.   >http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fmI_Ndrxy14

Mine too. Cant load my games anymore...

Well, I tried to go find some sort of help for my condition and long story short, I walked out. Not because I was ashamed but because I was so angry at the staff. I walked into my local hospital and wanted to speak with a mental doctor about depression.   I sat down and waited for some time. I read those pamphlets they have on display and noticed after a few moments that the people in the waiting room were watching me. I looked around and simply said "What?" and got no answer. I looked at my pamphlet and it was about suicide. I felt like I should of been embarrassed but honestly I did not feel anything or cared about what anyone else thought. After a while I began to get irritated with everyone constantly throwing glances at me where it came to a point where I was about to tell everyone to stop looking at me. (I hate being the center of attention and their glances only made it worse.) Eventually I was able to see someone.   I sat down and he looked up my medical records asking general questions about my lifestyle, hobbies, and whatnot. I was still irritated by the people in the waiting room and also anxious since I waited almost 2 hours to see him. I just wanted information on maybe a psychiatrist or counselor; something or information to point me in a direction and go. This one was just telling me things I already knew and as he was saying these things he was speaking to me like I was 5 or 6 years old. After some time I told him that I am not a child and to speak to me like an adult. I may have serious depression that does not mean I have a mental handicap. He looked at me quite odd then typed some things into his computer. After that I just got up not saying a word and walked out. I did not look at anyone and did not say anything. I hate my hospital so much.   I have not said a word to anyone since the hospital. I don't want to speak anymore. I don't want to talk anymore. After that trying to explain myself feels like a big waste of time. I also caught something going around and it's been 8 days and still showing no sign of going away. Now I want this fever to go away or finish me off. I have never been this angry before. Especially to the point where I do not want to say anything. My brother asks me all the time to say something where I just look at him with a blank emotionless face and walk away. A ambulance showed up a couple days later asking me to go with them and I shook my head. They didn't budge and asked me again to go where I stood there now angry with my fists clenched. Then they had the nerve to try and grab my shoulder and this is where my anger hit its peak. As they reached over to grab me I punched out my door window in front of them and then braced myself for violence. They stopped long enough for me to give them a angry glare for a few seconds where I turned around and went down stairs into my home and closed my door. Shortly after they left and my brother came down angry yelling at me. I shrugged him off and went to bed.   It's now day 9 since I have said a word. I barely leave my room and I have been filled with rage since the hospital. You would think that the anger would subside after a day or two but I am just as enraged now as I was then. I would not know if typing this would be talking or speaking but in a way it's a way to vent other than breaking things. The past week I don't want to be a part of anything or with anyone. I have this sense of "Now or never" atmosphere as I am typing this. I want to sleep but my sickness is keeping me awake. With all this anger I feel like I am fighting a emotional war with myself all the time. My thoughts are all over the place. Reminiscing of past things, part of me mocking them while another part tries to praise them.   As I finish I also had a quick thought, is this insanity? Why do I feel this way? Can anyone shed some light for me? 

S&M animations and items. 

I personally am waiting for morphing nipples for females. Do not mean to sound like a pervert but they add a large sense of realism to the game and make the female Sims less "Barbie" if you know what I mean.

I cant wait for the skin or modification comes out to actually show erect nipples like in the Sims 3.    

I have not seen the pregnancy in Sims 4 yet. Does the belly actually show real well? I found in the past Sims games the belly was far too small.

In my opinion if society wants to stop being so overweight they should not sell healthy foods for supersaturated prices and fatty foods for 1/3rd of the cost. Also willpower plays a large roll too.

I want to go back to a day where you can pick up hitch-hikers without the worry of getting robbed or murdered. A time where life was simpler, arcades still existed, Nintendo reigned supreme, Ninja Turtles was the best show on TV, gas was 63 cents a liter and people complained about it back at that time. I miss those days.   I also miss gaming back then. There was no internet. No trolls, and the gamer society for the most part was content with what they had. We appreciated most things back then. At least they did in my eyes. Not like today where this generation of gamers just want to complain for the sake of complaining. They want everything for nothing and in my opinion if they continue to act like they do they will end up with nothing.   Oh and I miss walking on the train tracks downtown eating ice cream with my mom and brother.

There came a time in my life where I felt this way every day. Also to a point where I didn't even care for my own well being. It's still present in my life but it's not to the point of suicide. I am not going to go out and seek death but most days I do welcome it.   Confused with your own thoughts? Maybe you are having a crisis of conscience. It happens to me on occasion. Every now and then I have to stop and evaluate myself as a person in all personal states to verify if my morals and values are worth having. It can vary depending on how I feel at the time or what life is throwing at me.   As for your question about feeling, I have felt that way since I was about 13. I am not saying I am a drone and have no sense of passion, pity, remorse, and so on. I think you feel like a hallow shell when it comes to life. In a constant emotional haze where your mind is constantly thinking and brooding about anything and everything. If you did not care 100% you would just let go but you are still here and that's a good thing.   I try to take it a day at a time. Since I don't care about my own personal well being or what happens to me I tend to hold on for the people that care about me. I may not love myself but for some reason they do. So hey, I must be doing something right and if that keeps me going, why not?  

Thank you.   I feel sooner or later people are going to learn the lesson of this comment: "If you want everything, you will end up with nothing."   I also fear if much of gaming society does not grow up there will be another video game crash like the one back in 1983.  

I can understand why people were upset when Sims 4 came out especially after the Sims 3 had so much content given to it over the years but its a double edge sword. Many people want everything for nothing. I myself can understand the limitations of the Sims 4 when it came out and the only 2 things I was disappointed in was no toddlers and no pools. Even the other Sims games they were in the default launch. Other than that more will come as time goes by. I for one welcome it and will gladly pay for something that will bring entertainment to my gaming experience. Some of you may think I am too forgiving but I grew up with very little in my life and learned the value of appreciating what little I have had in life. In my opinion this generation of gamers should really stop whining and complaining and start appreciating what is given to them.

I really like glasses on a woman. She is actually a line chef at the moment.  

I am starting to get the hang of the controls for Sims 4. Was a little stiff at first. (Giggity)   Here is a picture of my first Sims character I made: Leona Iris.  

Very nice shirts. I can see you're a fan of Rolling Stones. XD   I just got Sims 4 yesterday. Been playing with the Sims creator and house building. Jobs are a little more difficult this time around which I enjoy. The facial expressions and their body movement are quite entertaining as well and still take some time getting used to. Only lacking thing at the moment is content which will probably be fixed as time goes by.  

Well done. I ordered mine a couple days ago and it should arrive sometime today. Maybe once I get things set up I will post some pictures.  

I just ordered Sims 4 from Amazon. I got the premium edition and want to see what this rage is all about. Archdemon you're not the only hardcore Sims fan. I have been playing since the original Sims release. Best thing about the Sims series that I enjoy more than anything is building homes. I wish I had the patience to make Sims and you think I would since I can spend hours on building a home where in the CAS menu I just take a pre-made sim and tweak it slightly. I have a gaming laptop and its a couple years old now. Has yet to show any signs of slowing down so I should be able to handle the Sims 4.   I will be getting a new computer next year though. Probably going to drop a few grand into the tower alone. My next computer should last me 5-10 years easy with the spec I want.

I feel that my depression is taking a bad turn. Last few days I have been sleeping for almost 18 hours a day. When I do wake up I am weak, disoriented, and takes a fair amount of time to get my bearings before I can even start doing basic things around the house. I despise my hometown hospital. Calling it a tent with a red cross on it is far too generous. This hospital is responsible for the death(s) of my mother, grandfather and a small handful of friends. You are better going to a over the counter store than going there. Seniors just get admitted to that place to die. Because of these reasons I will not seek help. I tried in the past and they threw me into a room by myself and treated me like I was disabled. Having no car does not help either not being able to afford one.   I researched some things about stages of depression and I wonder what stage I am at now? I went from demoralized and sad to a pale blank mind with no sense of direction and no real emotion. To be honest the last few days I feel like I have been in a large haze but I am still conscious and aware. I just don't care. 

Well the game must be doing alright. At least in my town, I went to 5 different game stores and they were all sold out. Either that or everyone heard the lead designer blackmail everyone to by it or there will be no more sims.

EA did what most game companies do nowadays jump into bed excited on its newest release and blow their load too soon making people either uncomfortable, angry, awkward, or all the above. By now they probably know they did wrong and if they have a brain will start to fix this mess. I for one wont condemn the game completely. For what it is its very fun but really needs more.   

Will give these a try. Thank you.   Update: Hmm the nipples state they are for the Sims2 is this compatible for the Sims 3?   Update: Figured it out. Nevermind X.x  

Wow, what skin mods do you use by chance? Very realistic and the nipples look great!