Emberheart

  Or you've been looking in the wrong places?

I've not read it all yet, but what I can add is that I often hear of guys who go to train a real lot, or work purely on getting a well paying job to be "the man", sometimes taking on a tough or hard-ass attitude against the person they used to be. In my opinion, when a guy tries to change who they are just to impress a girl, they are only affirming their insecurities further. Then when they still get refused, they now blaim that girl, because they are convinced that they have become a much better man themselves, sometimes turning violent or bothersome to that girl.   The underlying problem is that of a lack self confidence and likely that of having a crooked view on what girls like in a man. It can also mean that the guy has gotten himself the wrong attitude towards being single, causing him to feel a huge need to have that girl which he likes and only chasing her away because he wants to eventually marry her, live with her and so on. She on the other hand may like that guy, wanting to see step for step how far it can get, but feels threatened or uncomfortable if that guy cannot control his eagerness to be a couple, because he rushes it.   Just adopting a different approach to girls isn't done overnight and often therapy or a coach can help a huge deal. Other guys might benefit from a one-time get together with a call girl, especially if they're a virgin who fantasizes about their first sexual time. If he gets that out of his system he might be able to look at dating a lot more level headed. Having a coach or meeting a call girl is not something wrong and is nothing to feel ashamed about. Those are not measures because you cannot get a girl, those are measures to find yourself again and then to meet a girl.   What you should ask yourself is not why you wouldn't be good enough. Ask yourself if your image of what being good enough means is right at all. And keep in mind that if you're not 25 or up yet, most girls of your age often do not yet see the qualities of another guy and simply fall for the stereotype shallow hunk. They'll eventually break up and realize they want a guy who is his own person. People under 25 will not understand this, they will also not believe me, thinking they matured. I can only say when you pass the 25-26 years of age, you get this feeling of revelation as if you become an adult a second time. They'll see. :-)

>https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=t0I4mTEdAf8

Misheard lyrics really can go wrong sometimes! Hansi Hinterseer's Ski Twist 2013.   >https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8338eyFQgss

  Well I'll be damned.  

  Did she just fart in front of a torch in that second to last pic? That's dangerous!  

  Lovely shots again! Just promise that when you really leave for good, you change your name to byenow.

  Oh, she's still around Whiterun after all!

  Tabby.  

  Atleast they're not sabers with curved blades. Curved... blades.  

  I mostly look forward more to this than the trilogy because this won't touch or try to re-explain the original trilogy, like the prequel trilogy did. I always imagined the Jedi to be rare, a handful, a circle of 10 or so do-gooders who were betrayed by a young new member with great potential. Instead we got Jedi armies.

  Haha awesome, thanks for the runner-up mentions! Also, isn't Megane the name of a french car with rather large bumpers?  

  ^ /|\ | |   +1  

Or maybe she's more of a Buffy.

Some mash-up work from an iron armor and prisoner trousers.  

  Just a photo or paint program, even the free software GIMP would do. It opens two textures, you select one and drop it on the other, then drag a little slider telling it to be 50% or so transparent. You save it again and it's done. Easy as eating pancakes.

"I originally had this idea that Bretons from Farrun and Jehanna would lavishly decorate their bodies, as a cultural hallmark of sorts stemming from their long history of mercantilism and trade through the seaside ports of Northern High Rock. In that idea, Bretons saw the act of decorating ones chest or lower regions not as taboo and displaying such bodily wealth would be a sign of great status. The rich would wear some of the most extravagent body jewelry made from gold or silver, inlaid with precious jewels and even lower class Bretons would fashion jewelry from bits of iron, bone or shells. But such flaunting of stature would only be seen as appropriate within the social class that a Breton belonged to, with High Rock exercising some form of caste system at the time. Many eras later, the castes would vanish along with the many small kingdoms that once made up a now united High Rock, but the cultural habit of decorating ones body with jewelry would remain in Northern High Rock, defining a Breton much in the way that warpaint would do for the Nords. Emberheart, coming from a line of blacksmiths, would wear simple rings made of silver from her chest: a fairly common place to wear jewelry amongst Farrunan women."   - CLICK THE IMAGE TO VIEW IT AT FULL SIZE -

  I often mix one or two, so that I'm the only one with that skin.  

  Well the first thing I notice is that you use one of those ENB's that fades and blurs a lot, making things look mysterious and hazy. However, that usually does not help with making crisp, good looking textures for character skins at all. I don't think you'll get a lot of crisp or any kind of look for a character with such filter effects in place, no matter what skin you use. It's like doing macro photography with an ordinary lens.  

Is tired of being a german?

  That's brilliant.  

  Looks like a friendly vampire, nice.  

Managed to make the faces work normal. New problem: I created a slider for Spine1 and Spine2 through a plugin pex. They work fine initially, but when I save and load, the slider modifications are gone and back to default. How come? They're not stored somehow with the other sliders?

    Heck I'll do a clean install on my laptop in the weekend, patch it proper and see if it still happens, at the off chance that last time I cleanly installed I may have done something wrong. Fingers crossed.

  But doesn't that mean that if I install RaceMenu on a clean Skyrim install, the faces should look unchanged? While on my install, they all were altered when I installed RaceMenu. Also on an install without ECE and a save without ECE.   I'll start digging through my data folder to see if there were any redundant DLL's but there weren't last time afaik.   edit: seems a little bugger was hiding in a SKSE subfolder rather than the main folder. Trying a reinstall. Fingers crossed. Hope this was why. edit 2: same issue, shouldn't explain also why a clean install does it too.