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Well, in that case, and as per your last post (didn't notice it sooner since your blog wasn't shown on the overview since you made a second "blog subject"), I guess you found yourself the golden ticket. She likes you, you like her - future is in planning. What more to want or say to that.   Good work, good luck, have as much fun as you can. Both of you.

It is understandable that you adhere to that relationship with your "gf" and that you feel guilty (althoug you know better). You want that to be more. And that's the problem. You WANT. You know that it's not rational to want, because it will not happen, but you refuse to admit that this girl is not what you really need. I wouldn't call it "torn between to choices" - you just lack the energy to move forward. We all search for stability in our live.   And, if I understand your live so far, you don't have many persons to rely on. No wonder you want let her go. That what you put yourself in is most likely very good - you got to learn the feeling, but you also know (!) that there will be no consequences for your misbehaviour. As ungentlemanly as it sounds, but it's goood practice.   You go ahead and tell her about how you feel. Not only about the 1-night-stand, but about your relationship with your GF and what you expect of it (now and in the near future). Maybe she will dump you, are she will just shrug it off and nothing happens. Least you have clarity about her. That's maybe what you should try. You can't build a castle on sands. If she dumps you - find something better.   And I'll leave with just another quote, this time from the great movie "Grand Budapest Hotel" (uttered by Ralph Fiennes great alter ego): "Never be jealous" - or something similar.   It may sound irritating at first. But he is right. Jealousy has no positive side-effect. It's always destructive. Tell her how you feel to get rid of that feeling. It will destroy you.

  Not sure about this (so I waited for better replies), but the trousers strongly remind me of a low-level model in Guild Wars 2; there is a GW2 package in the DL section - maybe there is something similar there.

@ "call me scum" e.g. - I doubt that you will get that kind of feedback from anyone here on LL.   So, let me try to get the facts straight: you are the fuck-friend  / sidekick of your bisexual lady, living in open relationship (while you prefer to live in restraint). And you had a one-night-stand with another lady who wanted nothing but being naughty (cause I took it that she was not interested in a relationship).   Therefore I conclude that you miss the type of normal relationship everyone preaches about. You want a closer relationship with lady Bi (since you kind of like / trust her enough), which most likely will never happen. Well, to find that kind of relationship you desire... I guess there is no other subject in the history of our species that ever attracted more attention then mating..   You are still very young (everything far from 30 is very young, above 30 is mature in our times). There is one common saying I got from "total war: rome", originated by a Roman writer / philosopher / don't aks me: "if you don't know where you are sailing, no wind is fortunate". Meaning: as long as you are without a plan and role for yourself, you'll never find what you need most. Simple logic.

Ah, thanks for the feedback. I tend to share your impression on the city of Markarth - and the Forsworn movement, to say the least. Looking forward to reading more from your stuff

For all you hard working and contributing people out there, I'll leave this info here   ->Skyrim SexLab - Sex Animation Framework v1.60 - UPDATED Aug 22nd 2015 v1.60

Read your story. The choice of location is good, that's for sure (Markarth gets not enough attention in the game, although its very charismatic). Characters are good, storytelling is good. Nice idea, that with the pics - or: well done. Now would be a good time to bring in something unexpected and some side chars, maybe... just something to spice things up.   But again, it is well written and leaves that strange mix of curiosity and sensation in your guts when reading.

Male character:   -> mercenary type, having sex for fun (rape only on bandits, not committing crimes) -> criminal type (raper, abductor) -> war-chief type (harem, enslaving women and adding them to the procreation team) -> any sort of pervert (nekro sex) -> and of course: loyal and true husband   Female character:   -> hm, I have no label for it: the super-powered dragonborn vampire-lord likes it rough, since the male part would be no match in open battle, so feeling subdued gives her the kick -> the ritualist (eat your opponents heart to gain his strength, drink his juice to get his power) - could be related to the hagraven e.g. -> the usual excuse (slut, sex-addict, succubus e.g.) -> the "victim" (tried that: fight a bandit, get captured and raped and kill the bandit after he feels safe)   Much more out there. Personally, I like my female chars to have sex to still feel like a human being. And my male chars simply like orgies. I can't blame them for that.

  As the fastest dog suggested, it is not a memory or machine problem that causes the strange effects on your set-up. Since it's only visible when using RG textures, it might be some sort of conflict with another mod. No expertise on that, but I believe that RG may be something very special, or maybe RG does something different from other skin mods.   One point to Bodyslide: you do know how to use it, do you? You know that you can create your own presets (modified from the original of 7B natural / UNPB e.g.), and create your own hand & feet meshes according to your know preset? Maybe I misread your post - in that case, just forget my question.

  FSC & adorable faces (probably). As for working vagina: check out StevieRage's mods, here on LL (Download section).

It's a strange bug, that's for sure. Never saw anything like it in my game setup. Did you, by any chance, try the other Real GIrls packs (small, medium)? Maybe it's memory-related. I got that famous black-skin "bug" only while using Real Girls. Might be machine-related, but I don't know.   Besides that, your (last) 2 pics of the redhead in Whiterun is pretty much the way Real Girls looks on my game.

I was looking at her name. Not my fault that it's located in her erogenous centre.

  You know perfectly well that Winny doesn't speak English. It's a matter of politeness to form your message in a more adequate way (that Google understands well enough to translate it into something meaningful). Besides that, don't claim to speak for a "majority of people" around here; this community is free for all - even those you don't like. Get used to it and be constructive.

Well, that's the bliss of our time: you can travel anywhere you like (depending on your account), work there, change, find new friends, change again. Yes, that's the big deal we have nowadays - you are not bound to what you are born into. And don't worry about what you reveal about you around here. Nobody knows you, nobody can really say to care about you. That's all pixels and polygons here.   Nevertheless, what we need now more then ever is guidance and something to look forward to. It's like Tyler Dyrden said: we have no great war or great depression to claim us. Our great war is a spritual one.   Meaning: you'll need to find something that is THE THING for you. Something that keeps your toes on the ground. Took me 35 years, but I finally found it in martial arts. Traditional, no competition bullshit. It's focussing very much on teamwork and continous striving for perfection. It's the symbiosis of mind and body that gives the kick.

  It's a (war) hammer. Got no link to that specific design, but you shoudl find something similar under the keyword hammer on the nexus (like this)

Yeah, that's a good idea, since the walking animation from Dragonfly are very nice. Thanks again for the info

Welcome back and thanks for sharing. Nice pic's, nice char's. Good work.

Happy B-day. Will read your story in the coming week - and post, as requested.   Please keep in mind that nobody but yourself can make you feel better. It is wrong to expect someone to rescue you. It's like being trapped in quicksand: there are ways, and with the right technique you'll find your way out. Good luck.

  Thanks for the info - but it seems redundant to add animations that emalute movement, while there is an artificial gravity center the object is drawn to either way.  

Plus your char would get OP, if you don't tweak it down. Beastess has a nice quest line, Untamed is "raw game mechanics", so to say. It's both about animal action, but try both and you'll find that it is easy for you to choose between them.

  One does not simply use a bodyslide preset within the game.   Get Bodyslide, read a bit about it, tweak a bit with it... jobs done, no further skill needed. It's a simple tool if you only want to have your women to look not-vanilla.

Don't use TBBP animations and HDT TOGETHER. You don't need an artificial movement for an object that reacts to gravity. That's like giving bombs an engine to fall faster.

  By default, google will ignore pages listed as adult, as far as I know. Maybe that's causing the different results.

The sun missing on those pics. Besides that, they look normal. On the second pic, a slight shadows is casted by the breast... looks okay.   Let's think straight: you didn't modify the files, you let them overwrite the FSC files and still are not happy -> sounds like it's not a mod problem.   On the pics from other users you'll find a different result, yes. But not because of the texture, but because of the lighting & ENB. They didn't temper Real girls, but the light reflected on it. That's my guess.

  There is something wrong with the meshes (the nipple length is not normal - it looks more like a puffy breast than a normal 7B breast), and there seems to be a texture error in the pubic area (that very light area close to the right leg, so left next to the vagina on the pic).   Try something else: install fair skin and let Real girls overwrite all files of FSC (there should only be 3 files in the real girls mod). That way it would be secured that all files needed are available since FSC is a very complete texture pack (normal maps, specular maps e.g.).   I'd like to see those results.